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Sunday, November 27, 2011, 12:28 AM
Sometimes, during the evening time, I would think about how things would be like in Japan at that time. Or how things would be like in London/New York. Surely things would be different, and totally different experience.I might be walking along the walkways under telephone wires and trains passing by my back while the sun sets. Maybe I would be rushing back home to watch my favorite artists perform on TV. Maybe I would be having a hearty Japanese meal.
What if I'm walking by Bricklane like what I did 2 months ago, and there was that pretty sunset again, only this time, I would be in complete solitude. Wouldn't that be nice. Or maybe I would be walking across the busy roads of Times Square just chilling with friends, or a special someone, and marvel at the Broadway billboards. What if.
I don't know, I feel like those things are so much more desirable than what I'm going through right now. Shit, fuckery, annoyance, impatience, unhappiness. Yes, those are only the good sides perhaps, but really, I feel like shit about the routine I'm going through almost everyday.
I want out. Even just for a little while.
What the fuck am I doing man.
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